the terms of my grounding

just to be clear...

I have no ipod and no internet card for my laptop, but am allowed to get on this big computer in the living room. apparently, until I can "prove that I can get myself out the door on time" in the morning.

I need to make a better podcast, and a promo. because whether or not I enjoy talking to myself and publishing what i say on the internet, it is all for naught if no one listens. lack of feedback bums me out so much. I know the last one wasn't good, but urgh.

speaking of feedback, I've enjoyed the random congratulations in the hallways, seeing as how my actual friends haven't really asked me or congratulated me because they don't really know what I do in choir. and I suppose that's cool. I just wish they knew what i did on saturday. ha ha. wow. that was a tangent. (the thing is, making district choir is a big deal... but does it matter, really? in the whole scheme of things, I mean? If I drop out of school tomorrow, will that really matter?)

By the way, I will probably be updating this thing like a freakin lj... since the livejournal thing is blocked from the school computers. so... deal.

I know no one's actually reading this. But I'm sorry that my ODEO page is so messed up. I tried to fix the files and make them shorter so I'd have space on my account... but it made like 10 ODEO shows. sorry sorry sorry. if I knew how to fix it, I would.